When tomorrow became TODAY ➷➽
I am the kind of girl that always will find the way to make you feel better, I will always find the positive way of your problems, at least that is what I show, I never complain about myself and usually I try to not complain about anything, I am always happy and smiling, that is what people see of me.
But in reality I can be the nicest person with you and the meanest person with myself, you can have a horrible pimple in the middle of your forehead, and I will tell you that I can barely see it. But I look at myself in the mirror and I only see a bunch of horrible freckles, a horrible big nose, a face that looks like a giant circle, a brown-red hair that looks like a broom, a body that is getting fatter and fatter every day, a very big tights, a horrible flaccid butt and a skin color that I don't like. Could I be more stupid? I don’t think so!
I know what to do, I know I have to focus in the things that I like, for example my smile, or I know how should I eat in order to have the body I want, I know I have to exercise, I even paid the gym, I know I am not victim of my circumstances but the victim of my choices, Then why do I go like this in my life?
I make a plan every night, a plan to change all my bad habits, a plan to start again a new life, with clean eating, and exercise, and integrity, I wake up every morning saying this is the day!, then like at noon I start making excuses and by the time of dinner I already broke my promise and i am eating like a pig, because if I already broke it, then I will enjoy everything I couldn't enjoy and I will start again tomorrow.
But tomorrow never comes, and I am just getting, depressed, fat, and unhappy.
so here I GOOOO!
